Keep outside influences where they belong, Be mindful, &Always keep pace with your soul <3 
Last Taco Tues night until August with 🐰 @j3unny 💗 (Taken with Instagram at The Taco Shop at Underdogs)
I’m working towards being genuinely and sincerely happy. I’m working on finding my place where I am comfortable with me again. I have never been solely concerned about my make-up &material possessions. Looking presentable &liking/having nice things is a totally different story. But to hide behind all that isn’t right. It’s not me because when it’s all taken away from the surface, the depths are what show and what stays true, I’m working on fixing those depths so that the truth you see is me comfortable with myself in a genuinely sincerely happy place. I’ve been through a lot of negativity &I realize I don’t have to hide it from those who truly do care about me because those who don’t want you at your worst definitely don’t deserve you at your best. Those who truly care will still have love for you when you’re at either side of the spectrum, both on the best days &the worst days. Those you need to let go of are those who will kick you even when you are already the lowest, they aren’t worth having around. I’m writing all this as a reminder to myself…
So with everything going on last semester I kind of fucked up in school for the first time. But I needa remember it’s not the end of the world &school is still gonna be there, what matters is that I don’t give up &that I finish. As of right now my focus is on being both physically &emotionally healthy so I can deal with anything that comes my way without fully breaking down like I did. As well as be hella on top of my finances because even with insurance medical bills are a bitch.
I’m continuing with my every 12 wk picture of my body for a year. Still in the process of chapter 1 of 4 (: I’m currently working as a sales rep at GNC &gym instructor at Fitness USA to save up money / eliminate them unwanted bills bills bills. The harder part is the whole finding me again thing &reshaping myself so I’m the strong person I use to be (therefore, know I can be again), but even wiser this time around.
I think that’s it for now. Yaaay for two days off this wk aha. Hydration, laundry, nap, gym, yee!
